I've always had this delusion that mirrors are actually meeting points between two points of existence.  That people are different on the other side, their nature inverted.  By this logic, I feel like I am from the mirror-world, and was sent to this world by mistake.  It would explain why humankind makes me feel isolated and alienated.  When out in public, or anywhere with lots of people, I stare out at them as one would stare at animals at the zoo.  They are such strange creatures, with peculiar rituals and customs.  Most every basic social rule seems forced and shallow to me, but it is how everyone is supposed to act and react.
     I've traveled many parts of the world, always living on the street or close to the lower classes.  In every land it is similar.  Amongst the people, I am an alien.  Their speech, their gait, the empty language they use, all seem wrong to me.  Being the outsider of humanity, it makes me extremely anxious and nauseated to be around people.  I take pills and self-medicate in an attempt to control my extreme social anxiety, but it rarely helps.  I just can't trust these creatures that are unpredictable to me.
     I imagine that if I could just return to the mirror-world, that I might actually have friends, or a life.  That People there would be kinder, more logical individuals.  That it would be a world I would want to remain in, rather than this world which brings me to suicide attempts and self mutilation.  Would be nice, to not want to leave the world you're forced into.  Would be nice, to not wish a plague on every being around you.  But I'll never be able to pass through the threshold. 

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